I had a feeling…. more like a “knowing”…. over the last couple of days that Sharyn had decided not to send the email she wrote.  I sent her an email today saying that I wasn’t sure when she was getting back; but that I hadn’t received the email she was sending.

I got a note back tonight that, “I decided not to send it after I wrote it. It was good therapy, though.”

I would have preferred she sent it; especially after mentioning it.  I’d rather know what it said.  And I’d rather have read it… even if it was hurtful… if it at least contained her real thoughts and feelings on things.

But, I guess it doesn’t matter in the long run… and I guess it doesn’t matter what I want or think or feel.

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