This is a fresh cut, so I’m not quite sure if I’m feeling more angry or more hurt. I was looking at the mail a few minutes ago and I had an envelope (with no return address) addressed to me “and guest”. My first thought was that it was from a client that had told me about a concert at a church. I figured it was a reminder about that. So, I opened it. And it felt like a slap.
It’s an invitation for a “‘Friends and Family’ Christmas Party” from “Sharyn, Ed and Staff”.
Oh, do I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about that.
It’s funny, because just recently I was thinking that Sharyn would be gearing up for Christmas and would not be thinking about me at all. So, why should I about her. I was thinking about how I was thinking about her less and how I was starting to get more settled with the status quo. Now, I get this. It would be easier to just believe that this was sent by a worker who didn’t know any better. I am on her client list. But……. I don’t know.
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