My pains came back.  Whenever I get upset, a spot in my abdomen and a spot in my back start hurting.  I’m tired of hurting, tired of being hurt, and tired of being upset.

There are times when we just have to accept things.  I’ve accepted some things:

• I accept that I don’t matter.
• I accept that I’m not happy and probably will never be.
• I accept that I’m not meant to have — and will never know –love.
• I accept that I’m not a good friend and that I’m not going to have friends.
• I accept that sometimes things just have to end; that I have to let go.
• I accept that I will be lonely; and probably alone.
• I accept that I won’t live to be old.  I don’t want to anyway.

Now, if I can get rid of the feelings that go along with these things, I’ll be able to cope.

I just came back from dropping my car off to be fixed.  My inspection ran out on my car on Monday.  As I was driving back from a client’s location, I was thinking that I had time to stop and get my inspection done.  The next thing I knew, a loud bang startled me.  A school-bus going the other direction threw a rock at my windshield and broke it. This makes about the 7th or 8th windshield in this car; all for the same reason.  Of course, I couldn’t get the inspection done with a broken windshield.

Apparently Apple is having problems with their newest (video) I-Pod and their Nano.  Which goes to show that any company is just a company and their products are just products.  MAC users like to think that they are so much higher than the PC users; when all that is really higher is the price.

http://www.appleinsider.com/article.php?id=1344