When I watched the weather report on the news last night, they said we have snow headed our way.  It was supposed to be about an inch of snow with more snow coming later in the day today.

I got out of bed and looked out to see about 3 inches of snow.  It’s the first “real” snow of the season.  It’s supposed to melt/rain off before Friday.  But, it’s still nice to see.  I like to get out and walk in the woods to take photos. But….. I’m going to do appointments.  I leave in about 30 minutes.

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I’ve been having an even harder time sleeping of late. The itching legs haven’t helped.  Now, my back/neck are starting to hurt like a few months ago when I had to go to the doctor about it.

During the days, it’s harder for me to think because I’m not getting enough rest. And… some odd things have been coming up in my work which make it harder for me to get jobs done.

When I do sleep, it’s fitful…. filled with dreams and images, etcetera.  A couple of nights ago, I awoke (for the millionth time) and looked at my clock.  I couldn’t get my eyes to focus on it and I thought it said 5662 or 6662.  When I closed my eyes and looked again, it was 6 something… near 7 o’clock. I nodded back off and awoke again… looked at the clock and it said either 10000 or 100000. I closed my eyes again and it said 7:00. So… I tried to remember the numbers and went back to sleep.  Before I awoke again, I saw the number 305.  So, I figured it might be worth playing them in the lottery.  I told my mother she should play the number 6662 and 305.  Yesterday, 5662 came out.  She played 6662. Today, in the midday 3 digit, 305 came out.  Sigh…. could have used that money.

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I’ve said for awhile that the changes away from “traditional values” has been hurting young people and the United States. Dennis Prager writes about it.

Townhall.com::Baby Boomers Owe America’s Young People an Apology::By Dennis Prager

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Mike Adams:

http://tinyurl.com/2dazy9

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I am tired and have been nodding off, but I didn’t want to go to sleep too early. It’s getting around midnight now, and I think I’m going to bed. 

There is a weather advisory for high wind tonight.  It has been raining and windy.  It’s supposed to get more windy as the night goes along.  Then it will start freezing rain. Winter is arriving.

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I had a rough night.  I sometimes have a hard time with my legs itching during the night.  It happens more in the winter.  It got worse after the shower was put in. I have tried all kinds of things; including moisturizing shower soap, watching the water temperature, using lotions,watching that my socks don’t cut my circulation, etcetera. I sometimes think that it’s worse when I have long-johns on for the cold temps. They really tormented me last night, despite the fact that I used a medicated lotion on them before I went to bed. They were itching just a little and I thought I might prevent the full blown attack.  It didn’t work.  I woke up more than once with them itching and I have discovered that I had scratched them bloody in my sleep. Ugh.

After finally going back to sleep sometime near dawn, I finally slept.  But, that sleep was full of dreams.  One part involved the family farm, llamas, an antique bicycle, Rhillai and his wife and a future child,  Rhillai’s vehicle with a grey crusty shell over it……. and more.

And I have to work today.

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I spent quite a bit of time today doing some analog-to-digital conversion of audio for use in a dissolution of marriage legal proceeding.

It makes me revisit the question on the existence of love, honesty, and commitment. It makes me fear the idea of getting so involved with someone to the point that you offer them your complete vulnerability.

But, in a strange way, it makes me think that there MUST be some true people out there… and if there are…. could I not find one that would love me in a “true love” fashion?

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